I’m having a hard time being joyful today. I hate to complain, especially because I really do love my job and I really do feel honored to care for these precious kiddos, but my heart is so longing to be home today. Maybe it’s particularly bad today because I know Ben could use me to take Lydia today, or because my house is a disaster, or the “4 month wakeful” that has been wrecking havock on my previously good sleeper, or simply because its Monday.
I know there is a lesson in this season.
I know so many have it harder than me, and I know I am abundantly blessed to be in the situation we are in.
I know all that.
I also know I love my girl and I know I’m going to love when being her mama is my “full-time job.”